Thursday, January 07, 2010 12:11 AM
Why do I always have to come to certain circumstances that I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere?
I feel so fucking tired...
For the first time in my life, I really feel that I'm breaking down. How I wish I can just put everything down and leave. Or perhaps never ever wake up from my sleep. But can I?
Quarreled with him earlier on, don't know what to do and even cried like a dog. Where is the confirmation I want after all? Sigh, you never fail to disappoint me again and again.
Went to find Pei Ling and AhPa after that. Cried again (which caused me to have a bad headache now). Why everything seems to be so difficult? Most probably my mum will not come for the family conference tomorrow but my dad will. But what for? Just like what AhPa had asked me. What for? When it's always a cycle. I told them the truth. If they weren't here and if I had the money, I would have move out myself.
Where is the pillar of support I always had?
My head is splitting and I feel like dying right now.