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Thursday, December 31, 2009 9:49 PM

Haha I wonder why you love to associate with those kind of people.

Obviously it's her fault and yet she can sms all the way from malaysia to singapore, asking someone to ask me keep my mouth shut? Come on la, don't waste your pathetic money. Go back climb your tree la. Malaysia kia -.-

Went to ITE again to purchase my uniforms. Sheesh still need to alter my skirts.

Requested to go back late today :D



I was browsing through the piece of paper to see what I have to bring tomorrow and I was shocked to see that I'm instructed to bring $140 for uniforms etc. So I immediately smsed my hostel director that I would like to borrow that amount of money from him and that I'll pay him after my attachement.

What's his reply? 'Hee hee'.

As usual. So I called him and he kept changing topic. He said I'm disturbing him as he's having his dinner. Okay whatever. But on the other hand, he can keep on texting me and ask me about other stuffs?!

I had no choice but to borrow it from Ming Chong. Told him I'll pay him back if the director gives me the money. He's the best.

Later on, Darling msned me and asked me not to take it from Ming Chong because it's not very nice, so okay... And Darling offered me the money. The money is for my shopping etc but no more if it's for the school. Sigh. But still, thanks Darling. You're the best best :)

You said we don't call you Papa for nothing 24 hours ago and now?


Wednesday, December 30, 2009 9:28 PM

I've been a good girl and slept last night. Partly because the internet is down yesterday. Met Darling at his work place early in the morning and went back to his house together. Errr and I (we) slept for 10 hours again.

No money. I need to look for loan shark soon.


Tuesday, December 29, 2009 9:18 PM




Let's hope that the interview will be a success.

Headed to Darling's house after the interview. He wrote me a letter and bought me my favourite strawberry flavor Love Letters. Thanks Darling! Was being disturbed during our sleep from the hospital to discharge Darling's grandmother. Together with Desmond in the car, two of them were complaining how much sleep they lack of -.-

Okay so nothing much. I'm gonna share my love with Pei Shi soon!



Darling has been working (night time), which means he'll only sleep in the day time which makes me bore to death so I've also been keeping the habit of not sleeping at night but till morning when I see him and we'll fall asleep together for the rest of the day.

But yesterday was different. Slept for a couple of hours and Darling's ahma was complaining of pain. I thought that after quitting nursing, the chances of me entering hospital will be lesser or perhaps the timing will be shorter but yesterday was fucking whole day! Went to SGH's A&E, don't really like the service. As usual, questions asked but no nurse returned. Don't even know where did they bring ahma to after 5 hours -.- Gaaah should I put them in my shoes and think or just say that it's their fault?!

Okay whatever. Anyway, I'll be reporting to Clementi ITE in 7 hours time for the interview of course. Hope that Darling's last minute apply of courses (all in Clementi ITE too!) will be successful so we'll be in the same school! Oh go to school, lunch time and leave school together (L).


Sunday, December 27, 2009 9:28 PM

Geez finally some pictures.








She tried to smile but can't -.-











Darling's brother, Desmond.






I love this pic so much. Darling looked like some playful child.



So unglam!





Darling's parents.





Saturday, December 26, 2009 12:35 AM

I love to see your deep dimples when you smile.

Went to Darling's house in the morning and slept the whole day. And stupid him, always forget to pass me the camera memory card and that's why I can't upload pictures. Urghhhh!


Friday, December 25, 2009 8:56 PM


Me, Darling, Ming Chong, Boon and Sherwin bought this Friendship/Brotherhood band!

Nothing goes like what we had planned and I lose my Ez-Link too!

I wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks II so Ming Chong planned for us to go Cathay etc. We wanted to cab over but heard that there'll be road block and it's raining heavily that time so we cancelled the idea, went to JP instead. Sheesh! When we reached there, no more tickets! Even if we cab over to another place, it's too late already so what we did is just slacked around :(




Merry Christmas? Ruined.

Had a bad quarrel with my parents in the morning and with Darling at night. Sigh, I really wish I knew what you were thinking so we don't have to argue anymore and I won't have to sit at a corner crying.


Wednesday, December 23, 2009 1:49 AM

It's just a casual talk. Why did everyone made a big fuss out of it? It's the fact that I've heard these comments and I just merely shared it with my friend but why it ended up as if I'm trying to spread rumors?

Sheesh! I feel like killing people.


Tuesday, December 22, 2009 9:45 PM

Had Zhi Char with Darling and his friends just now. Okay although its expensive but I'm sick of it already! They had it for so many days straight! Urgh.

Oh and I miss my hostel bed so much!



Overdue pictures.



Will be going back hostel today to pack my stuffs. Christmas is coming and I need to get some clothes back. Ohh the thought of log cake and turkey makes me drool~

Me: Everytime come here, see you sleep, very sian leh.
When you taking leave again?

Darling: You want money or not?


Geez. He has been sleeping everytime and it's been some time since we went out and have fun! But true though, if he don't work, no money for me too.


Saturday, December 19, 2009 4:17 PM

Fuck! The fat uncle beside me have Hong Kong Feet! I think I should leave soon.

Okay so I've just applied for other ITE courses. Retail, Tourism and Fitness. Though I know retail is so no-use but because I want to finish schooling early.

Not forgetting to vent my anger, but no offense to all who have a stepmother (especially Darling). When I arrived at Darling's doorstep, I called his house upteen times, pressed the doorbell like nobody business but no one opened the door! Well, I know Darling is asleep but what about his mother?! So I decided to sit at the stairs. After 15minutes, I saw the door opened and closed again! What the fuck? I immediately open again, rang his house again and pressed the doorbell again, BUT NO ANSWER! I opened the door wider, his mother is just standing behind the fucking door! Why can't she just open the damn door for me or answer the phone?! So I just sit at the stairs pathetically and waited for Darling's brother to come back and open the door for me -.-

Sheesh! Very bu shuang leh!


Monday, December 14, 2009 5:11 PM

The only good thing about home leave is that I can go home late :)

Went to watch The Storm Warriors II last Saturday. Not that nice though. Too many slow motion parts! Then went for a wedding dinner with Darling and his family yesterday. Will upload pictures soon.


Friday, December 11, 2009 5:07 PM

I wonder will Fatty see this post later on when he's working. Anyway, thanks for the post!
(You have been seriously ignoring me! Hehe.)

Okay so he's sleeping right now. I feel so bored so decided to come out awhile. Will be buying Mac for him later. No wonder he's gaining weight. All he does is eat and sleep because his work doesn't even require him to move around at all.

Steamboat and movie tomorrow with Fatty and his friends. Yipee!

And home leave till end of the month. I miss roomies so much. Anyone care to ask me out?


Thursday, December 10, 2009 12:22 AM

Happy 7 months anniversary baby . Currently at lan working . Now feeling fcking tired ... eyes could barely open . sorry for neglecting euu the whole day fat ass ... after i get my 1st pay we shall go happy hour . I . L .Y my sweetie ~ .....................


I duno wad to post already . wahaha .


Tuesday, December 08, 2009 4:20 AM

The 2 monsters.

I wonder how will my christmas be.

I want to go Genting with Darling but he said his friend is opening a chalet. So, okay. And his friend also said that they are going to surprise me by buying a log cake & turkey, a tent and let's all eat it at East Coast Park. What the hell? But since I knew it already, it's not a surprise anymore. Let's just hope that I can stay over for the chalet.

-Cross fingers-

PS: I regretted saying NO when Darling wanted to buy a Pooh/Eeyore/Tigger/Piglet plushie for me :(



Something wrong with this pictures, can't crop it so I just tried to cover it using paint. It's kinda bored when Darling is at work again and me in the room doing nothing so Bri asked me to sillywebcam.com with her.






Sunday, December 06, 2009 2:00 AM

I wonder when was the last time you came to my blog and read about how I'm feeling towards everything but whatever! As if you'll care and as if you'll change at least a bit for the sake of me being happy (just for a moment).

I know things often changes. Well, I can truly say that I've did my best in this relationship. I've tried to accept and I've changed for the better. The rest is up to you. Of course, it's so naive of me asking you to change yourself because I know you wouldn't. To you, it's just a silly and unnecessary thought of mine.

Sometimes I can't decide if I love you or hate you. I once believed you could make my dreams come true. You hurt me so bad but I always stayed thinking it would be worth it. I told myself all the time to be strong and quit but I'm not a quitter. I fight for what I want.

It's so easy to think and talk about love but it's not always easy to recognize love, even when we hold it in our hands.

{Edited}
Watched Twilight Saga with Darling today. It's not as nice as I expected. It's too draggy and too much talking :(


Friday, December 04, 2009 7:38 PM

Urgh I'm on home leave again.

Fatty Darling went drinking every night with his brother and friend. Okay la, he didn't drink but just don't like the idea of him going there. (At least tonight never.)

I can't wait for the weekends to come. BBQ on Saturday and Twilight Saga on Sunday!

Oh and I spilled green tea on Darling while he's sleeping :x


Tuesday, December 01, 2009 4:58 PM

Woah, randomly found these 5 months ago pictures in Melinda's fb.






Hahaha took this from Bri's livejournal!




Yesterday.


Bought McGriddles and surprised Darling when I reached his house. Though the day spent was the same as all others, but I feel that yesterday was a happy one. Heading to his house again soon!

And hello flu. Feel like chopping off my nose.

Oh and isn't it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones that ignore us, love the ones who hurt us, ignore the ones who love us.


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