Sunday, December 06, 2009 2:00 AM
I wonder when was the last time you came to my blog and read about how I'm feeling towards everything but whatever! As if you'll care and as if you'll change at least a bit for the sake of me being happy (just for a moment).
I know things often changes. Well, I can truly say that I've did my best in this relationship. I've tried to accept and I've changed for the better. The rest is up to you. Of course, it's so naive of me asking you to change yourself because I know you wouldn't. To you, it's just a silly and unnecessary thought of mine.
Sometimes I can't decide if I love you or hate you. I once believed you could make my dreams come true. You hurt me so bad but I always stayed thinking it would be worth it. I told myself all the time to be strong and quit but I'm not a quitter. I fight for what I want.
It's so easy to think and talk about love but it's not always easy to recognize love, even when we hold it in our hands.
{Edited}
Watched Twilight Saga with Darling today. It's not as nice as I expected. It's too draggy and too much talking :(