Monday, November 30, 2009 8:50 AM
What is actually going on in your mind? You said that you're starting to love me more, but sometimes your actions seems to be not.
I'm confused.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 6:21 PM
Bri's present from Leon. I've decided to give an eye and eyelashes for the other pair :D
Stupid Darling, secretly went drinking before the weekends and even lied to me about it. Was so pissed off. He promised that it'll be his last time drinking but that's not the problem! He just don't get the idea that I'm mad not because he went drinking but it's because he kept me in the dark. Sheesh! But everything is alright now.
(He's been treating me so nice suddenly. I think he's guilty! Heehehe!)
Home leave is a torture for me, especially extended ones. I miss my roomies so much! Went home for 4 days and only managed to meet Darling during the weekends. Watched Paranormal Activity. I don't know I should say that it's boring or what. And with Darling's friends around, the horror movie sort of became a comedy.
Aiyer, how I wish I can spend everyday with Darling.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 5:51 PM
Went to Darling's house in the morning and watched Stomp the Yard. Not bad. Took a short nap and here we are at Serangoon again with Ming Chong. Mother called just now. I don't know why I just feel damn irritated whenever she calls. As usual, she's being ridiculous. She wants me to go home tomorrow and help out my dad from Thursday to Sunday. What the fuck la.
Not forgetting to mention that I think I look like a ghost now. When I was washing up last night, I looked up and saw my dark eyes circles. Goodness!
Woah, 9 key mode in AuditionSEA!
Monday, November 23, 2009 10:36 PM
I still prefer staying in AG with roomies. Time tends to pass real fast while chatting with them unlike home, I'll just lay on my sofa or bed and daydream.
Why things just can't go my way?
Eventful weekend. Poor Pei Shi have to be alone during the weekends from now on.
SaturdayStayed at home the whole day then went to meet Darling in the evening at Bugis. Had BBQ Steamboat with his friends. Had a lot of fun eating with them. They cooked fried omelette, 'potato chips' etc, whatever ideas of playing with the food, they'll do it. And of course guys being guys, they enjoy wasting foods. Went to Serangoon then cabbed home.
SundayWoke up early in the morning and headed to Sembawang to help out with my dad. Selling of vegetables. What the hell. Can you imagine that? But I didn't do much actually. My dad did the calculating while I collected money. Went off to meet Darling in the noon and slacked the whole day before I went back to AG.
Today?
My mind is in current blank already.
Friday, November 20, 2009 7:45 PM
Sheesh! Home leave today. Well, they even make me help out at my father's place (just by sitting there doing nothing) and they're willing to pay me $30. But I rather don't want the money!
I want to go out with Darling tomorrow la!
Thursday, November 19, 2009 7:39 PM
Darling is fine -.-
Anyway, was reading a book and I saw this!
Have you ever notice that all women's problems start with men?
Men-opause
Men-strual pain
Men-tal illness
Guy-naecologist
His-terectomy
Shit my bloody mouth la. Shouldn't had cursed Darling just now. I wonder where is he. He told me he'll be going to Aloha but it has been an hour and he's not there yet!
Sigh.
Tsks. Thought of buying bubble tea with Pei Shi or go to some lan shop nearby but it's raining again. I think I shall go down and learn how to cook Tom Yam with the girls.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 1:20 PM
{Edited}
Requested to come back at 10pm and went to Jurong Point with Pei Shi just now. Thought of catching 2012 (since AG left us out for Christmas Carol) but due to time limit, didn't watch it in the end. Other movie timing were kinda late so we just shopped around. I rarely shop at JP and my legs nearly broke.
Oh anyway, I always wanted to buy something for Darling but nothing just suits him. So was walking around and I saw underwear! Bought a box for him. Teehee!
Darling is taking so long to eat!
I wonder if there's enough tickets for Christmas Carol. They said that all girls have to come back for the show and now they say there's not enough tickets. Whatever it is, I hope there is if not I'm just wasting another day away! (I can do better things. For example, meeting Darling.) Okay, maybe tongues are going to wag and say all I do is just to meet him. But I don't care!
Darling, it's been some time since we had an outdoor outing!
-Hint hint-
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 9:26 PM
Yo! (So not my style.)
Okay, so I'm back from one night home leave. Well, everything was alright. Surprisingly, my parents did not say much! I wonder why did the staffs made a big fuss out of it.
Went to meet Darling in the afternoon then went over to Ming Chong's house. Ordered Canadian Pizza for dinner :) Cabbed over to Sky Lan, slacked awhile then bused back.
I'm starting to miss Darling again.
Making up time.
Xin Yi :)
Pei Shi!
Beloved PaPa!
Jesslyn :)
Evelyn :)
Emcee, Brigette!
Best Academic Girl, Jerlin :)
Pianist for the night, Pearl :)
Poor Jesslyn with blisters after heels.
Sunday, November 15, 2009 10:05 PM
Took a 6 hours nap at Darling's house today.
I want to meet him again tomorrow but he don't want. Okay, whatever. Not as if he's gonna care.
Blogger is taking so long to upload the anniversary dinner's pictures! Shall do it tmr :(
Saturday, November 14, 2009 9:39 AM
I think I need to cut my fringe soon.
Shoutings and fire alarm woke me up early in the morning. Not fire but it turns out to be just a husky from the neighbor. Papa hates dog.
I'm so used to scrubbing the toilet that I offered myself to scrub it for area cleaning just now.
Don't even feel like going to the anniversary. Not as if we can sit down and enjoy the foods. Well, the girls benefit though. They'll be having extended home leave. So I'm still stuck in nowhere. Minus one day of meet Darling too. Whatever!
Friday, November 13, 2009 9:45 PM
I hate it when you leave me alone. I can't stand it.
Why every time things happen, it has to be all my fault? Darling, have you ever think of how much you have been neglecting me? Days and nights. How many nights have you been away and days sleeping away?
All I know is that loving you makes me feel alive. But. You'll never know how it hurts to be treated like that.
-Hibernating-
Will be going to Qian Xi restaurant in awhile for anniversary rehearsal. How I wish I can roll on my bed for the rest of the day instead of going there, worst of all, doing nothing.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 9:52 PM
Managed to meet Darling today (Y).
Waited for him to wake up, went to West Coast Plaza and shopped around then have Dim Sum for dinner :D
And he's at his friend's house gambling again.
I feel so truly happy every time when I'm with Darling. He paid all attentions to me (no matter in terms of pride or happiness) but I always ask for more. Sorry my dear.
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand. I love you :)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:27 PM
For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain, I saw us laughing through joy and pain. I saw time passing but we did not change, I saw us together at the end of everyday
♥
Judging by the amount of stuffs Darling has chatted with me, his tone and his laughter, I guess he's in good mood compared to yesterday which totally pissed me off.
AG's 11th Anniversary on Saturday, I still do not know what to wear :(
Darling, care to to bring me out for shopping? But provided that I can get my ass out of this cage.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 6:19 PM
Happy Birthday Aana!
Catch up with you girls soon okay! Have not seen you girls for so long already!
Listening to Pearl playing random musics with the keyboard soothes my heart so much. Her joyful songs delighted me too. I feel so troubled recently. I don't know why.
Where is Darling when I needed him?
6 monthsary
only.
So what? If he doesn't bother then why should I?
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:49 PM
Sigh. Darling is at his friend's house gambling again.
Whole day only sleep and play, what about me?!
Rainy day. Darling is enjoying his nap while I'm rotting in front of the lappy.
Melinda just called me (when both of us are in msn), asking whether I'm having dinner in hostel. Well,obviously no choice but we still have to eat no matter how boring it is! So she suggested that we'll all chip in for pizza with Pei Shi. Finally some human food (Y).
Papa's son is hitting the drum set again.
Stupid fatty. Just reached home not long from Aloha and now he's back there again with his brother. He can't login his msn so we're chatting in Facebook right now. Love him so much :)
Winnie:
Fatty! Pei Shi says she'll choose us as her parents in Social Interview because you're willing to spend and I'm always okay with everything. Perfect parents.
Lim:
Spend what?
Winnie:
Spend on us lor! Hahaha!
Lim:
You also know i spend alot on u hor. Everything i pay for you. Everything i do, i pay double.
Winnie:
Hehe :D You love me what. Rightttt?
Lim:
Haha yeah.
Sunday, November 08, 2009 9:13 PM
Um nothing much today. Ming Chong called while I was on the way to meet Darling. He tried to give me some stupid excuses, wanting me to allow Darling to go Serangoon with them again. Too bad, failed.
So met Darling then he slept almost for the whole day because he went gambling last night. Sheesh always lose money! Promised me that we'll make potato salad today but never. Woke him up in the noon, complained to him that I'm dying of hunger then he brought me out for lunch+dinner. Went home after that and he slept again. Asshole.
Darling says he'll bring me and Pei Shi out for Dim Sum next week!
I feel so blessed.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 4:27 PM
It's already 4 plus but I've only met Darling for like 2 hours because we were doing some spring cleaning in hostel. Sheesh hate it.
Currently at Darling's house, hugging his smelly pillow, rolling on his grandmother's bed. He's watching some zombies movie which is totally not my type. And because his brother is sleeping in his room, that explains why we're in his grandmother room.
The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.
Oh so Darling, I care you for youuuu!
Friday, November 06, 2009 10:07 PM
I hate stupid-big-fat-ass-mofo-faggot Darling.
Well, he can actually accidentally f.o.r.g.e.t to call me before he went out with his friends which totally pissed me off. I kept my body awake as hard as I could, not wanting to disturb him as I thought he was asleep until I texted his friend then he called me! Not at his house, but already outside. Sheesh! It's just a simple thing. Forget forget forget. Hur!
May some car bang you!
I'm gonna make potato salad with Darling tomorrow (Y).
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
Hehe Darling is being so nice recently! How could I not love him moreeee?!
{Edited}
Oh I'm feeling so dead right now. Pei Shi and I, each stuck on our own bed have been facing the laptop for like don't know how many hours. What's more, Pei Shi will be going out with her Boyfriend in a hour time! So, I'll be a lonely woman.
I wonder where's Darling and what is he doing right now. Will he pop any surprise for me today?
Love is much like a tattoo. You take the risk, face the pain, and yet place it in a special part of you. And when the time comes that you need to erase it, you have to endure again the pain and realize that it will forever leave a scar. A scar that will always remind you, that you once had a tattoo. A tattoo that for sometime symbolized something so special.
Thursday, November 05, 2009 1:10 PM
Hi ,
I am wei kiat and currently helping my dear to post her blog . We went jurong east and ate tako! Shop around and bought my baby a top .. I bought her egg tarts as well which cost me quite a bomb . anyway i spend quite alot of money and gonna go bankrupt soon if this carry on hahas . Gonna start work on 1 dec so able to buy more thgs for my baby . The rain had jus stopped .......
Baby remember not to catch cold when its raining so big nowadays . take good care of yourself okay? i love euu lots . muacks .
Monday, November 02, 2009 3:02 PM
Yawns. Insomnia hitted me again last night.
Me: -Staring- at Darling's pc screen while he's playing dota.
Darling: I need to use the toilet sia.
Me: Haha I help you play la!
Darling: If you can help me go toilet, I don't mind. But too bad, no such
thing.
Hahaha but he still asked me to look after it (when his hero is back at base -.-).
She's looking else where, trying to catch the big moth -.-
Sunday, November 01, 2009 4:25 PM
Quarrelled with Darling last night. Our relationship almost came to an end but resolved it after that. Bought a new flip-flop for him on the way to his house this morning.
Went to Jurong Point and watched Poker King with Darling and his friends. A very nice show. (And recently they're very into gambling like Texas Poker, Black Jack etc.) After movie, went to Aloha, had wedding party with Darling in Audition. Hehe!
Erm, okay nothing much. Bye!
