I'm all alone in the pitch dark room, lying on my bed, waiting for the time to pass. I don't know whether I should feel blessed or sad when staying at this kind of place. I feel so empty. Whose ever there to understand what we want? At times I feel that I should not be staying here, accepting all kinds of stupid people's attitude but where else can I go? Home is definitely not a place for me.
Now Darling have broke his sim card, I have learned to put my phone aside because there's nothing much for me to expect. I miss your name appearing on it's screen, the sweet words in my ears were never so mean. It's a bittersweet moment to miss you. It is a game, a maze that's driving me so mad. I love you so much, this I know for sure. Everything you've said is clear in my mind. We laid in your bed, I held you so tight. Though you had to go, we kissed enough to smile. Thinking of being with you and what I lack, every time I see you, my heart falls back. Darling I love you without any regret.
