We were once so strong. Did somewhere we went wrong?

What exactly is Love. We always love hanging the 3 words: 'I Love You' at the tip of our tongue but what it is exactly? What I know is that when you love someone, you'll do anything for him. You'll accept all his flaws. You respect each other, you care and concern for each other, you give each other advises or anything you know. But sometimes even when we've given all out, we still tend to quarrel. Why? Did anything went wrong? Well, maybe because sometimes we let our pride took over us. It's hard when neither one wants to bow down and take the step back.

Now I saw the lyrics of this song (taken from Pei Ling's blog). Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me, and whisper in my ears that's ok. Would you stand by me and let me hold you tight, and say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, and touch my lips with tender loving care. Would you die for me, would you run with me, and never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there?

If I am away, would you still think of me and wish that you could hold me now. Would you die with me, would you run with me, all the way.

Would you be there to save my soul tonight, would you swear that you love is always true. Would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my pain away.

Would you be there, for me...


I'm jealous.

I don't care what I said before, I just wish that I could trust you. Don't get me wrong, I do with all my heart and soul but sometimes my conscience takes over. If I could, I would be with you all day and all night just so that you won't forget who I am to you. Even though people may tell me that you would never ever in a million years break my heart, I still wonder how long will you love last for me.


Sheesh. I can't sleep! Just ended my conversation with Pei Ling and she somehow made me realise more things.

Darling, I'm sorry yea. I just don't like to share. I know I am a little crazy, quite hard to shut up at times but you know how I am and how I protect my mind. But still, you can read my mind like a book.

I have an addiction, not to money or fame but to your laughter and giggles and the gentleness of your shame. What you have brought me I never thought I could procure. The gift of comfort, with you I am secure. You have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow and made me realize there is always a better tomorrow. It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way. I love you more and more with each passing day. You brighten my days and lift my spirits. I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear. I truly believe what we have is meant to be. I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face.

Your personality is special and I have learned to appreciate it. I find myself writing alot but I know you wouldn't really care even it is about you because I really don't like to share.






I'm all tanned and burned now.

Went to Darling's house and made honey cornflakes, nutella toast, bought some chips and drinks, met Boon, Ming Chong, Koon Huat and off to Sentosa! Went to Palawan Beach. To my dismay, I find that the sea is not so clear compared to the past, before it was upgraded.

Took quite some pictures and will upload real soon (when I find a laptop to borrow).


Gaaah no Sentosa today. Tomorrow.

Darling is so nice. While I'm on the way to his house this morning, he prepared a surprise breakfast for me. Though simple but sweet. He even took picture of it. Will upload pictures when I have the time.


Tagging Darling's AuditionSEA exp now. Sibei sian la! His buddy list only got 1 male while the rest are female. Sheesh! Hmmm don't know what time his friend will be booking out from camp tomorrow. So Sentosa might change to Sunday :(


Love this picture alot :D




Had toasted bread with Darling in the morning again. I think I'm sick of it already. Darling says he can't possibly meet me everyday during my holidays if not it'll be kinda bored. That's so sad for me. So I've planned already. Next Tuesday, windsurfing. Wednesday, picnic. Thursday, windsurfing again. Spending 3 days in a row at East Coast Park. Hope I don't get sick of it.

PS: I wonder if I have the strength I used to have and pull up the sail again.


Accompanied Darling to dentist yesterday. To my surprise, it's quite cheap. X-ray plus fillings only $80. Rented DVDs and spent my day watching it with Darling.

Hmm I can't wait for Saturday to come because I'll be going to Sentosa with Darling and his friends. I want to get back my tan. Ya and Esther suggested a picnic at East Coast next Wednesday. Holidays are meant to play hard isn't it?


I've a sudden craving for BBQ foods recently and when I went back hostel yesterday with an empty tummy, they were having BBQ! Filled my tummy with some uncooked & cooked chicken wings, hotdogs, sweet potatoes, sweet corns etc. The chicken wings were uncooked because I was too hungry and I'm too lazy to wait. Some kind girls helped me look out for my sweet potatoes but by the time it was ready, I was already in my room. Sorry girls!

Updated Ipod from Brigette's Itunes. She even put one of her picture in the photo album. Let her happy abit. At least she offered to lend me her camera whenever I want to because she feels that Darling and me are lacking of pictures. Hehe thanks!

Went to Bread & Butter Box for breakfast. I hate beansprout especially in my Laksa! Darling helped me picked out each and every one of it and fed me. Love you Darling. Weekend Sentosa, promise ok? Xoxo.


Double claps for the tagger at my blog for using Darling's name because Darling don't even care about it. He feels that he/she is just being lame. Oh we're so totally not affected ~.~

Darling lost his game yesterday. Don't worry Darling, you did your best aleady. You farmed standardly. They had quite alot of mistakes too. They're just pushing blames. Thanks for the flip-flop you bought for me. Love you :D

Went to meet Pei Ling & co. at Vivo then headed to Sentosa. After Sentosa, we trained to Clark Quay (which is quite difficult for Pei Ling because she rarely take public transport) then I took cab back from there to hostel while they went to enjoy more. Okay pictures time.







Currently at Iluma, Colosseum lan. Goodness! Singapore's biggest lan shop; Good sound system and everything. Darling and his friends are here for Summer Heat Dota Competition. Good luck Darling :D


Fuck Darling! Made me angry since morning but we're alright now because I had to put down my pride and call him since he's always the one apologising. But come to think of it, though I called him, I did not even apologised. Hehehe it was him. I put down my pride to call him is because he's always so nice to me. Yesterday after running, he still carried me from stadium out to the road which is about 500m. He asshole la. Another woman attitude.

Finally holidays already. Darling says he'll bring me to Zoo and Sentosa. Hope he really does.


Received Darling's text at 3am and I'm so happy because Darling finally told me that why he loves me He didn't want to initially.

Super duper tired today. Woke up earlier than usual and went for work. Before work, went up to Darling's house and waited for him to wash up then went to have breakfast with him. Played balloons with the old people during work. It seems stupid to us but they really enjoyed it. After work, waited Darling to come home and had our early dinner together. I think we're addicted to Coffee Bean cuz we've been drinking it for straight days.

How I wish my life can be like this everyday.


St Luke ElderCare posting today. Not much things to do unlike hospital. What we did was just record the time of elderly during Gym session, mop the floor, serve lunch, wash plates etc. More like a maid I think. Did some exercises for old people which made me laughed like mad because they used oldern days music. Some was even shaking their butt off!

I wonder how's Pei Ling & co.'s posting. I can't wait till Saturday to meet them :D

{Edited} Omg I don't even know Darling blogged for me until I published my post! Darling's attitude also no better lor. Sometimes can can joke, sometimes can't. Yesterday also like that! Made me so angry, I went out of the house but was still nice enough to go StarBucks and bought him Java Chip. Stupid asshole. You better love me more =x

Fuck lor. He whole day only know how to threaten me.

Me: Wei! Always say bring me go Zoo, go Zoo. Till now still never!
Darling: Hanar hanar. Go Zoo la. Owe you can.
Me: Fuck you la. Say only. You go Zoo be the Ah Meng la!
Darling: Say again, don't bring you liao. Anyway, what you doing after this week attachment?
Me: 3 weeks holiday lor.
Darling: NNB! SUAY DAO SIAO!

Hi everyone , is my turn to blog now . Darling is busy working now , which is nearby my area . Omg .. my sweetie temper really getting more jia lat . EMK + XQG . emo kia + xiao qi ghost . ahahha . jus joking .. alriight we had been tgt for 4 months already . jia you to 1 year alrighht !! this posting is just a surprise for u baby . u should know i had never blogged for u for very long .


Yesterday was the worst laugh I ever had. 8 of us squeezed our way up to Kuishibo. Darling damn lousy la. He can't even eat as much as I do! Birthday Man: Boon was total madness. Due to other customer's reservation, we only had 1 and 1/2 hour to eat so it was kinda rush. Boon made many many rounds and came back to the table with plates full of foods. Goodness! We had to force the food down, I secretly put backed some California roll, Ming Chong hid the foods under the table, in the soup, under the soup pot etc. Boon dipped all kinds of food into the chocolate fondue and fed some of us. I was lucky enough to get chocolate grape =x We seemed so babarian but I really enjoyed it.

Went to arcade aftermath. Darling tried to catch Stitch for me so many times but failed :( Played Bishi Bashi and Darling was total gay. My eyes went blurred but he can still clear the level! Shopped around, Darling bought me candy floss and 3 new poker dots undies. Cab backed to hostel at 8 plus.

Texted Bri and confessed to her that actually I did the laundry without using any washing powder because I can't find any. Hahaha! I was so shocked that night when she was folding her clothes and even smelled her panties, asking what washing powder did I used. I had to lie and said that it was from the staff -.- Now she hoped that the cat will shit in my laundry.

PS: I know I'm fuck up but I think maybe you should do some soul searching about what kind of knnbccb person you are too and stop complaining about those comments that people said about you because they're all so true. I used to keep quiet is because I once treated you as a friend but now, no-no.


Celebrating Darling's friend's birthday later on. Movie & Kuishinbo maybe. Or other buffet :D


Kinda pissed with some pals of mine. Yes, 'pals' is the word I shall use I suppose because I don't see the need in calling them 'friends'. Now I can see how difficult is for you 2 to call/text me whenever you girls are going out despite the fact that I always say: 'We must go out together next time'. Everytime after reading your blog, realising that 2 went out and of course I asked, the same answer will always bounce back. We last minute de lol'. Should I ask you to fuck off? I think so. Anyway you girls have more friends now than usual. Nice pals. Fuck off my life because I don't see a need to have strangers in my life.

Yesterday was Daring's birthday. Nothing much actually. Wanted to take many many many pictures but his damn camera got no battery so he asked his friend to bring, but still no pictures because the whole big group was seperated into 2. Went to town and watched Dance Flick then 1 group went for Kbox, another went Lucky Plaza for pool. Erm ya, Darling and I went for the pool side. After pool, went to have Botak Jones for dinner. It's not my day so I can't complain much but as long as Darling had his fun will do :D

Something for me to rant about is when we're at CineLeisure. I dropped into $2 coins into the damn machine, happily turning in, hoping that the cutest Stitch licking the ice-cream would drop out, NOTHING CAME OUT! The damn machine is empty. Fuck it upside down la. Went to another machine, empty too. But something to make it up today, DARLING BOUGHT A BIG STITCH BLANKET FOR ME! I'm gonna sleep with loveeee every night from now.

Oh and we're gonna celebrate Esther's birthday at Sentosa next week. I'm so bloody excited cuz Pei Ling make it sound so nice ._. She says it'll be at Cafe Delma (?). Nice scenary, nice food etc. I'm saving hard now for it.

Me: Hahaha omg Jie, rmb that Da Xiao Jie classmate of mine? Sheeesh whole
class dont like her now!

QiWen -Kel wah tt ferragamo gal ah lmao!! orbiquek lah.. sooner or
later every1 does know her ''high class'' attitude de.

Me: HAHAHA OMG YOU NAME HER THAT! She is always full of herself and
think she makes no mistake, thats why. She lies real lot and everyone's back
already have knifes being stabbed by her. And now when she's getting
married, from what we see in her facebook, we think she broke up with that
guy and go on with another one. I mean like there's nth wrong, but going to
get married in few months time ley. But its our guessing la.

Qiwen -Kel: lol i went to read her blog... got 1 part duno say wad act
ke lian ._.'' lmao last mth de post..haiyo just ignore her lah she ''high
class'' de~ we low class de 不跟她一班见识 =x hope i nv typo hor! but nvm u understand, i understand can liao!! *wink*

I'm so pathetically hungry and I can't sleep. Or perhaps is I don't want to sleep because I always feel that sleeping is a waste of time. How I wish I can go out and play as and when I like instead of stucking in hostel. Sighhhhhhhh~

No faces for the day as we're too tired after 2 days of stress.

Birthday : O8O792

I have no problems to befriend with anybody & I have a lots of personality that make others hard to understand me. Like a chameleon, I always manage to suits myself with environment but I do suffer because I depend mostly in luck and mood.



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