Mother fucker. How I wish I'm neither staying in a hostel or at my own house okay. The entire 2 places are totally fucked up. My mother suddenly texted me, asking me why did I lie to her. The mother fucker staff told my dad that I'm not in AG and I've already went back home when I'm actually sleeping like a pig on AG's bed that night! Fuck you okay! So what you're a social worker? Does that give you the rights to jump to the conclusion that I'm at home without even checking? HELL TO YOU LA. And my pathetic loser mother come warning me that I better not lie to her if not I'll die and because I'm a liar, that's why she suspected me too. You all should really go and end your life la. I'm so pissed!


Hahaha stupid PeiLing is showing Ms.Chow her stupid face and trying to change subject, saying teacher is childish because she never do Behavioural Science. Goodness!

Bored la dey. Darling is serious in going on a diet and so I shall join him once again. He's really working very hard. Running 3 times a week, some work-outs whenever he's free and of course, a very very healthy diet. He's trying to avoid sweet & oily stuffs. Too bad, I can only work on the diet part cuz I do not have time for any exercises =/

Hmm went to meet Darling yesterday, left quite early due to his laziness. Of course unhappy la dey. Showed each other attitude and finally he gave in, apologised to me. Heh. If we're able to finish our project early and do not need to stay back, maybe meeting Darling again. He is always my motivation for every single thing. Darling when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops. You're my sweetheart, I'll never deny that your are my whole life. I'm so glad that your mine. I love you!


Omfg I did something bad which is making me laugh like mad. Well, people thinks that we're the bad one, so let's be real bad from now on.

Had Behavioural Test just now and I know I'll pass this time round because I did study last night. Erm ya, abit last minute still. Class Advisor was good enough to let us off early after test and now I'm with Darling. Haha he's having his Dota training. Guys.


You're such a hypocritical woman. Oh I nearly forgot, woman is totally a no-no for you. You should be called as kid. Continue bitching and tell others how bad we are, how angelic you are because I don't give a damn. Sometimes I really pity you and your Boyfriend. He is soooo pathetic to have you because you don't even have a life. The most you can do is face the computer and type those stuffs which are simply not true at all. Or maybe wasting your money on those Beta-games. You're seriously making my toes laugh everyday.


Finally there's chance for me to blog. Was stucked at home for 36 hours, taking care of my sister. Yea the previous post was updated by Darling as I really really have no time for blogging. Behavioural Test II on Wednesday. Oh ya, and Darling did bring me out for Pizza Hut just now. Thank you :D

Not forgetting the Seoul Garden I had on Friday with Pei Ling & co. It was a hearty meal. I realise that gossiping about that Bitch becomes our favourite pass-time. I guess from now on, her every little actions will become a big hoo-ha for us because she's like that too. Shopped around and off to find Darling after that. Ya, did spring cleaning for his room as it really looks like a pig sty. Don't say I'm a bad girlfriend, I still bought his favourite Tiramisu and a lanyard for him leh.

Hmm I don't think there's much for me to say too. So, bye.


Long time no post le! We had spring cleaning at our house yesterday afternoon! It was such a fun day ! My ROOM is in a total mess bfor that but after that it was as clean as heaven =x . At night , there was a taxi uncle who was a total BASTARD . FUCKING ATTITUDE HE HAD . PCB . pui ! wad a retard taxi driver . shd had complain to the company ... alrighhhttt tmlll gonna have to treat baby to pizza . always complain i no time for her . so have to make it up to her . D; . alright i shall post to here ! back to dota !


Eh someone play my FarmVille for me because I can't always login and harvest my stuffs leh. See my money kena minus very sad. Oh anyway, I've learnt how to play Uno Cards! Okay I know it's kinda 'slow' or perhaps so called no childhood but who cares. As a starter, I've been playing it the whole day and of course, kept on losing. Gonna play with Darling today.

I feel so damn relieved without the presence of that person although I'm always neutral seriously. I don't know why. This does not occurs only in me but others too. We don't even need to put on a mask at all! Aiya forget it.

Darling bombard me again. He went out the whole night yesterday but he smsed me, telling me that he'll fetch me from MRT today. Initially, I thought it's at Clementi but he said SiMei. Luckily I did not pin all my hopes on it because now he tell me that he's too tired, make it Clementi then. Sheeesh big fat liar. Anyway he'll be bringing me to West Coast Plaza to buy the top he saw yesterday and plus those sweet smses you sent me last night, ok la, forgive you. Love you!


My cramps are really killing me right now. I thought it's okay to drink ICE Milo and eat pineapple cuz I'm alright for the past few days but now, I'm dieing! My body is feeling so hot all over. Ayeeee this morning very pissed off lby someone! Pei Ling says she will buy a coloring book for me next time. Jeez.

Anyway, played L4D with Darling and his friends yesterday. Ming Chong and I are burdens to Darling. Heh instead of killing the zombies, they killed each other. Then me? Got killed everytime! I wana play again!

Ahhhhhhhh 31/50 for Behavioural Science test! I thought I'll fail because it's a last minute study too!


Let me assume that you're such a loser that you acted as if you sent the sms to the wrong people. That kinda sms content is definitely not meant for me and it's totally impossible that you can actually send wrong. No point trying to send me this kinda stuffs and get my attention, loner. But actually deep deep in my heart, I was thinking, WHICH GIRLS WILL WANA HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH A LOSER? I think I need to change my number soon and Darling insists too.

I love it when Darling wrap his arms around me and allow me to cuddle around when we're asleep :D


Omg omg after browsing through that bitch's facebook album, I nearly puke out my 2 piece chicken. Urghhhh! Anyway, Zoom shifted. I'm at Serangoon, Sky Internet Cafe II with Darling and his friends.

I've been kinda stressful because of menses the past few days to the the extend of crying for nothing just because Darling is not meeting me. So I had my Behavioural Science test yesterday, accepted the fact that Darling not gonna meet me but he suddenly called and asked me to meet him. Heh. Darling I love you.

Nothing much.


Just submitted my application form for KKH. Let's pray hard again.

Was on the phone with Darling and I felt kinda hungry so I decided to go down and grab some bite. When I walk past the medical room, I thought I should weigh myself again and the result made my life span shortened by half. SIXTY-FIVE (65) KG. I even tried 3 times and each time I tried leg by leg going up. Sheesh, no use. Ya so the thought of eating somthing stops and I went back to my bed. Darling keep saying that the machine is faulty but I don't believe until PeiShi explained to me that it must be faulty because if I suddenly gain 8kg, my skin will be stretched terribly. Ya so let's blame it on the machine and not me okay. Anyway I'm not eating much what. Only menses coming. Heh.

I've not blog about this person for kinda long and now I feel like it. It used to be you, always wanting to get rid of me and now your wish come true isn't it. I'm over you. So can you jolly well stop smsing me because I don't feel anything at all! Or perhaps, I feel that you're stupid, making yourself a laughing stock. Don't be a loser ok. Get a life.

PS: Fatty faty pig pig. Whole day only sleep and sleep. I love you!


Well, I'm back to school. Did not bring any notes back to study at all so I did my last minute study during break and had my Clinical Nursing test today. Jeez easy man. Anyway, Darling was lecturing me early in the morning. He says I must not give up any opportunities that I have even if its to Polytechnic. So most probably I'll go to Poly after ITE if I can. I don't know. I need motivations for school.


Heh practically, I'm not really being quarantine because I'm actually meeting Darling everyday. But I got my retribution too. After recovering from the sore throat, I'm down with a bad flu. Tomorrow die die must report back to school if not I'll have the idea of quitting already. Too much 'holiday' is seriously no good.

Oh did I blog about Mount Alvernia rejected me? Very sad. I think I'm gonna try KKH. Was thinking hard on my way to meet Darling today and I realise that it's not the money that's important. It's my interest. What if I get into Mount Alvernia but I'm not dealing with babies/children but old people? I think I'll regret.

Alright I'm gonna check out KKH now.


Ok so apparently, room mates actually suspect me of stealing money. Oh shit. Nono I should use the word 'wonder'. No intentions of suspecting/accusing at all. Whatever. Deep deep in my heart, I know that I'm not that cheap to the extend of stealing will do. Anyway, this thing actually affects me quite alot because I hate being malign and apparently, it makes me starts to hate them more and wana move back home. But on second thoughts, home isn't the best choice too.

Hmm going out for movie with Darling later. Had quite some fun with him these few days. As usual, he lovesss irritating me. I wonder why he doesn't do that on his ex-girlfriends. Do I look like the kind that have the 'come-and-irritate-me' face? Sheesh! Ooops side tracked abit. Ya so went to West Coast Plaza yesterday. Wanted to eat Jacks Place but don't know why ended at the plaza and had dinner at West C'oz Cafe which totally sucks. Steak? All meat are cancelled. Lagsane? Sorry due to cooking time, unavailable. Shit so I tried the SeaFood Baked Rice which makes me wana puke after second mouth. Bought 3 tops and a bag which look so cool to me. Heh.


I'm being quarantine for 1 week because one of the girls had Swine Flu. Gaaah nothing much but I feel so relieved because it's like a short break from school's air.

I've been eating like a cow recently and my weight is still the same as the time when I'm on diet. Haha so I think I rather eat like a cow. Had Fish & Co. with Darling and his friends yesterday and it was real fun. Everytime when I was about to part with Darling, I feel so reluctant. How I wish I can be with him for as long as I want. While I was sleeping last night, Darling smsed me, telling me that I'm his angel, hope that our love can last. How sweet. And my reply was, our love will last if we want to.

Love is such a special thing for people big and small. We'll all find it one day. When the special one comes along. When you've found that special one. Always remember to say, I want to spend every moment with you each and everyday. Darling You're better then the best. I'm lucky just to linger in your lights. You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed sing like bird, dizzy in my head spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night. You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild. Even when you're gone, somehow you come along. Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack just like that. Don't know how I lived without you cuz everytime that I get around you, I see the best of me inside your eyes.

Darling I love you.


Hahaha as usual, Little Miss 'Angel' is making my toes laugh like mad. So afterall, she does knows that we did bitch about her. Well, I don't deny that I did bitch about her, so what? Funny part is that I've actually bitched about her for like 5643871037 years. She actually got no life that she had to self-tag at her blog. Ok I don't mind self tagging in a funny and joking way but her's is a disgusting way. When my room mates saw her blog, they actually said that she have a shit face! Hahaha omg shitttttttt faceeeeeeee~ And she always thinks that she's so pretty! Loser isn't it?

{Edited} Haha actually there's 2 more paragraphs but I think remove better in case my blog get polluted. I shall not blog about her in future.


Omg seriously I need to blog this out because I'm feeling damn uneasy inside out. If you think that I'm saying about you, then so be it. You can come and ask me too but I think I have the rights to tell you the truth or not anyway. Hahaha so don't bother. But if you see this post and you're so damn sure that it's about you, heh then change yourself lor. *Roll my eyes at you* :D

Hello my dear, can you stop being so childish? 20 plus already leh. Don't you realise that everyone is starting to hate you now? I wonder why you're still a thick skin bitch. Brrr. We do have eyes to see you so pleaseeeeee don't always self-praise yourself can. (I'm not gonna use the word judge cuz I know I don't have the rights to do that). So you think you're very pretty? Only know how to criticise people while you yourself look like a freak? Do you need me to lend you a mirror? Sheesh! Whine whine whineee is all you know. Sometimes you really look like a kind soul but oh my god, I didn't know that you're a monster behind scene. Quit your acting la, I no scared of monster. Hahaha!

Actually I got alot more to post but I scared my readers will be kinda bored so I'm gonna post about Darling and me now.

Ok so, a big thank you to Darling. He has been spending alot lately after getting his pay. Restaurants, movies etc. Went to eat Dim Sum first then Vivo with Darling and his friends. Had Ben & Jerry's ice cream and watched the movie: Fighting. Ok being with him is so happy that not all words can be described out. Darling I love you and sooooo, bye!

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