Monday, July 20, 2009 7:15 PM
What can I say when I think about you? I fear you yet I care so much of you that you are all I want to be with. I wish, I do say, that I do desire every moment of your attention. I do wish that you could see into my eyes as I see into yours.
I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light and now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights. I’m glad I’ve finally overcome my fear of the other side. Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride .I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before. You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door. I know it’s nothing serious, but surly it’s a start. You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance to see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.
We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends. I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel. You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong. I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
Every slight glance to every long gaze; I want to be known, for myself, and to be wanted, just to feel the sensation. The sensation of knowing, within one's self, that you are a part of this wonderful thing called life. To be given the right to live life with another can only give one a doorway to happiness. To experience love and loss, the way life is meant to be. One can't love without being lost and can't loose without once being loved. I do say, what harm can be done in being lost? I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past and so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.
Sorry for being a jealous bitch but because Darling I love you. 100509 ♥
