Thursday, July 09, 2009 4:56 PM
Hmm Darling. By the time you can read this post, it'll be 10 July already so I'll just post it now in case I can't post it tomorrow.
A very Happy 2 Monthsary. I want to tell you that I've found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt, I still can say that “I love you”. On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes. I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly trusting my partner and hated being alone just can't stop loving you while unwounded. There are many unchangeable things in this world. That's right. And the only fact of loving you is the truth unchangeable by anyone. I want to overcome the thousands of nights and show it to you how much I actually loves you. In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words so I smile, sing about the vividly passing memories in Do-Re-Mi.
For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in. A unique and precious love. The minutes without you turned into days and the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more and make each moment last. The times I spent with you were what made my heart complete. I knew one thing for sure, without you, my future was obsolete. And now, we love just the same as it doubles day by day. I stare deep into your precious eyes yet I'm still speechless to what I should say. With you, I'm in a whole new world. You bring out the best in me. It's hard to picture you not there, when you taught me who to be.
Yes, the road ahead gets hard when things may only seem rough. But because you and I try so much, we'll stay strong and get by tough. Though problems may lie ahead someday and either of us could be right; I promise to always be by your side and I promise my heart, so hold it tight. And so, each night, beside my bed when there's only bright stars to see; I pray that we may never give up, and will always remain you and me.
