Ok so went to watched The Hangover with Darling at Vivo. Funny and nice story line. Ya and I get to eat Burger King. Heh as it was still early after movie, went to Darling's house for a rest.

Tomorrow will be my phase test and I'm so not feeling anything. Cool.


Omg Darling is coming to school and fetch me. Love him love him. Watching movie again later. Not sure what yet leh.

Yesterday went to meet Darling and accompany him to work till 8pm. Okay la, got play maple with him. Haha. After work, went dinner with Darling and his friend. His friend is always so funny lur. No peace in eating. Hehe then cabbed back after that. Walaozxc went back and did the past year papers for Behavioural Science. Cannot make it. I catch no balls at all lah. I think I'm gonna flunk my test next week.

Nothing much. Post again tomorrow.

PS: Walao. Ling, you never ask me to go out with you and Ting :(


Stupid Darling still sleeping. He should be working now but don't know why suddenly change shift. Sheesh. Going to meet him later on. I feel like eating fast food leh. Darling I want MacDonald, KFC, Long John, MOS Burger, Burger King etc. I don't want to go on diet anymore cuz whether I eat or not, the weight just won't go down!


Chey I'm not the only having blogger problem. I thought is my blogskin initially.

I'm having a very bad headache since morning till now and whenever I have it means I'm gonna have a fever. Wanted to take MC due to laziness but Darling don't allow. He says if there's 1 time means there'll be 2 time then I'll keep taking MC. Hehe ok lor. But there's already 4 people with MC in my class. The schools says if 5 or more, the whole class will be cancelled. Quick quick, 5th one come on =/ I realise that although Wednesday ends 1 hour earlier than Monday but it's more freaking tiring! At least Monday lessons are very very slack. School as per normal today.

So today is mid-week. I'm always very happy when it comes to mid-week cuz 2 more days to weekends and I can meet Darling starting from Thursday. Still wondering where to buy our rings. Darling says he wants to encrave our name on each ring as 'Fatty' and 'Handsome' -.- So, obviously I'm the fatty. And if I manage to get the sponsorship from Mount Alvernia, they'll backpay us from January! Which means I'll get $6800 straight! Gosh and I can definitely buy Darling a Gucci belt. Pray hard that I can get in.

(Random) Hahaha you guys got your retribution!


Just a simple blogskin, I like.

Aiyo today very tired. Didn't want to go to school so early as there's no Sports & Wellness but teacher was kind hearted enough to book a lab for us to practise our phase test for this weekend so just go lor. Had lessons at Simulation Centre and it was quite fun. Wanted to rush back and have a good nap initially but classmate invited me to her house to celebrate her dog's birthday. Haha tasted dog's cake. No taste la -.-

Darling's working place is gonna close down. This Thursday will be the last day of his work which means that chances of me playing online games will be much more lesser. But this isn't something worth being sad about. It's about his new job. What if his new job requires him to work on weekends?! Although it's just part time but hmph. Darling says he'll buy a couple ring this weekend after he gets his pay as my birthday present! Omg I'm so happy cuz this isn't him! He's simply the kind of person that do not want to have a couple ring unless the relationship is about 1 year and it's stable if not he finds it a wastage. Ok ya so will be looking around for rings this weekend. Oh and a necklace for me to wear it with the ring because school doesn't allow us to wear it. I don't want it to be confiscated. Darling I Love You :D

Eh I want to upload those pictures but what's up with Blogger!


Ok this is so damn true.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Ayeeeeee the hospital have not reply my email regarding my guarantor thingy. I think I need to call them already. I think I'll faint if it's not successful cuz I've been very excited about it.

This week is the 4th week and tests are coming. 5 more weeks to go and we'll be off for attachment again. Seriosuly I don't know how to study for my tests. I'll always hug the buddha's leg at the last minute and I still manage to pass through. Hehe.

Anyway, I am very disgusted by someone's act. So contradicting lor -.- Come and tell me about one thing and yet you're doing another. Grow up leh. Oh I forgot that you this kinda people will never change. Hahaha guess I just have to compromise with it because afterall this world is never perfect if not Darling will sure say I'm a complain queen again.

Bye losers :D


I've become very grumpy recently, not sharing my problems with you all already after I got Boyfriend and that's why you guys don't understand me? I never ever wanted you guys to understand me please. Ya I used to share it with you guys but after that I realise that I don't feel better at all. I'm like telling you guys stories and only wasting my saliva. Like I've said, I don't see why should I carry some responsibility over the kittens. Worst is, I find it fucking stupid to come and quarrel with me over those animals. Not happy, buy it yourself or just get rid of them. Yes this is me.

''Walan oi, simi lanjiao!''
Haha ya this is Darling playing Dota again. Hehe finally he made his first step on his diet. eating green apples only. Eat until the juice fly onto me -.- Supposingly I have to be at Bukit Batok Ave 2, don't know what Hilltop restaurant for church anniversary but I don't know how to go lah! Just tell them I lost my way can already.

Aiya very bored la.


Eh who say fat cannot watch television till 2am? Better than you, so fat still sleep whole day =/


GOOD MORNING . Its saturday today currently working . Perhaps will stop working end of this month . hoho . Anyway my fatty dear still sleeping . Watching her fat show till 2am last night . So Fat still watch so much ;D haha . Shes still so sweet and gentle and caring and fat and round ! hees ! aaaaalrighttt i guess i will post till here . See ya later dear!


I'm starting to love semester 2. School has been quite slack except for the long hours. 30 minutes more to dismissal and I'm going to meet Darling. Wondering should I cab over.


Aiyer. Stupid Darling have been sleeping from yesterday noon till now and have yet to chat with me! I have been waiting and waiting, hoping that he'll wake up eventually but end up no! I wonder how can guys sleep so long -.-

Now we're doing one stupid presentation of Childhood Developement. Just copy copy copy from the e-learning web to majong paper, teacher also happy. Lame la.

Dear! Do you picture yourself in this image? Whole day sleep and eat only. Hahahaha. Ok just joking. Wondering what will your reaction be when you see this paragraph while I'm rotting in school. (I totally forgot that you got no work tomorrow and I was still hoping that you can see this early in the morning while I'm still sleeping on my bed -.-)

Anyway, thanks to Rachel's girlfriend. She borrowed me her spare phone until I got a new one for myself. I realise that I can't live without my phone for long. I feel very uneasy and something seems missing to me! I can don't use it but as long as it's beside me, I'm alright with me. Insane.

Okay everytime after good thing happens, for sure there'll be bad thing. Ya and this happens to me alot alot. Because of my laziness, not wanting to bring my big fat textbook to school, I landed myself in detention -.- Worst of all is when I'm actually okay to serve my detention TODAY, my class advisor had something on out of sudden so I have to serve it TOMORROW. I gave her all sorts of bargains, for example, writing 100 lines for her & clean the classroom, etc but she die die want it tomorrow. Although classmates say that her detention is always less than 30 minutes only, BUT TOMORROW DARLING OFF DAY, I WANA RUSH OFF AND GO MEET HIM WHAT! Sheesh!

Oh Darling wake up already :D

PS: I almost died from laughing when I saw someone's ambition is to be a psychologist because she's very very very dumb and got no knowledge at all. (From my point of view.) Hahahahaha!

Mother fucker. My handphone suddenly black out again. I should not have brought the phone into the toilet and using my wet hands to reject Darling's call as I was showering. Cursed.

Darling hope you're still keeping yourself updated in my blog uh. If by the time you read this post and I have not contacted you means that I have not found a spare phone yet. I'll call you asap so in the mean while, talk to me in my blog or contact me through the number I had used to call you. That's my room mate's number.

To think that we enjoyed ourselves so much today and now my handphone is spoiled! Darling suddenly asked me out for a movie with his friends when I'm in school. As he hated me in my uniform, so I had to change into my sports attire and rushed down to Vivo. Watched The Haunting in Connecticut. Still, not as scary as Drag me to Hell. Went to food court after the movie and his friends are real jokers. The whole time I'm just laughing along with them. Nothing much.

Aiyo I'm so very pissed with my phone.


What can I say when I think about you? I fear you yet I care so much of you that you are all I want to be with. I wish, I do say, that I do desire every moment of your attention. I do wish that you could see into my eyes as I see into yours.

I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light and now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights. I’m glad I’ve finally overcome my fear of the other side. Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride .I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before. You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door. I know it’s nothing serious, but surly it’s a start. You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance to see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends. I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel. You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong. I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

Every slight glance to every long gaze; I want to be known, for myself, and to be wanted, just to feel the sensation. The sensation of knowing, within one's self, that you are a part of this wonderful thing called life. To be given the right to live life with another can only give one a doorway to happiness. To experience love and loss, the way life is meant to be. One can't love without being lost and can't loose without once being loved. I do say, what harm can be done in being lost? I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past and so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

Sorry for being a jealous bitch but because Darling I love you. 100509 ♥


Okay I've sent my resume to Mount Alvernia for sponsorship. Hope they'll call me fast and I'm able to get in. Hehe money money here I come. Don't think money come for nothing anyway. I have to work for them after I graduate! In simple means signing bond.

Heh yesterday took cab back from Darling's house and halfway I realise that I left my schooling shoes at Darling's place! Luckily haven't enter highway, immediately u-turn back. Darling still say I can lie to teacher that I injured my leg and he asked me to bandage it. Mad uh.

Oh ya one of my classmate is a disgrace to woman (to me). Maybe because I hate her that's why I say so. I don't care. She knows it too! Haha ok because she always stain her pants during her menses. Disgusted. I mean like, hello, don't you have a loooong pad? Or perhaps you should buy a diaper for yourself? Hahaha laugh my ass off la. Ok I shall not be so bad anymore. Stop it.

Hmm how should I celebrate Darling's birthday for him? I've been cracking my brain for a very very long time. Present and celebration. No matter what, the cake will be strawberry flavour because he chose chocolate fudge cake for my birthday when I wanted a strawberry one -.- Haha but still, I hope I can give him a memorable 18 birthday celebration uh.

Erm nothing much already I think.

PS: Darling! Thank you for always working so hard and bring me out to enjoy :D


Heh at lan with Darling now. It has been such a long time since I play with him already but now he wana go Dota -.-


Ok I'm back to hostel. Watched Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. Not as nice as I expected because compared to the book, many many parts were being cut off especially those dueling scenes. Ok Darling so cute. He bought the special Harry Potter popcorn combo which cost $12. The popcorn is put in a black 'pot' with fire printings and the drink is a plastic cup with the hat on it. Wanted to bring it back but forgot + lazy + popcorn & drink not finished.

Hope that there's no extra lessons tomorrow.


Very good morning. In IT lab again. Stupid Darling. Yesterday he told me that he'll be taking a short nap only and he'll wake up and chat with me but never. Sheesh! Aiyo I'm having very bad cramps which means that Darling will stop me from having cold drinks :(


Oh overdue birthday pictures :D



Quite a number of happy and sad things.

I'm really really very touched by Darling. He posted my blog while I'm still sleeping deeply everytime. It's always his little actions that makes my day. Ya my PMS has been very bad recently and finally my menses is here now. I've been throwing tantrums and showing attitude to Darling unknowingly, being stressful for nothing and worst, being so sensitive. But after all, I'm very glad that Darling tried his best to tolerate my nonsense. Double yays for tomorrow because Darling will be bringing me out to catch Harry Potter movie after my school! Geee Darling I love you!

My school teacher also actually evaluated that my sensitivenss is called 'Mind-Reading'. It's not good for the people around me and of course myself. For example, if friends are sharing secrets in front of me (which I find it very rude and seriously hate it alot), I'll feel that they're talking bad about me. Or maybe walking on the streets and suddenly a group of people are laughing and looking at me, I'll thought that they're making fun of me. It'll do harm to my relationship and I'll have a sad relationship because I'll always imagine my partner is up to something no good. Sounds bad. I guess I have to stop this habit.

One more thing is that I'm getting a laptop soon! It's only less than $500 from school subsidy! I've already submitted all the forms and I guess they should be proccessing now. Hehehe finally something worthy for me.

Oh ya my sister got some sort of accident and my parents actually kept it from me until Zolyn came and told me about it so I called home. My mum fainted in the bus so my dad asked my sis to alight first while he can carry my mum but who knows the bloody bus driver closed the door and left my sister outside! (I mean like ok you don't know, but my mum fainted in the bus! You should know and wait for my dad to help her down first right?!) Ok never mind again. My sis tried to stop the bus driver, I don't know whether he knows it or not (if he knows, I'll kill him) but he just drew off causing the wheel to ram over my sis's leg! Luckily my sis backed off and fell back. BUT STILL, HER LEG IS INJURED although I don't know how bad it is. Stupid driver. Go and die.


Its 6+ in the morning . And once again im working alone . So i decided to help my baby post . Her temper is getting worse , getting annoyed always for nothing . I guess her menses really have a big effect on her . Since my sweetheart like mi to post for her , i shall at least do a small thg to make her smile ^^ . I guess thats wad i can do . Alright gonna go watch harry potter by this week as i had alreadi promise my baby . Haha . I shall save some money so that i could bring her out and playy .. alriight i shall post til here ! Byebye all!


My fingers are breaking from copying of notes. Stupid Darling. Don't want to msn with me. Worst, not replying/answering my sms and calls. I hate you (in my next life).


Haha so happy that Darling actually posted for me once again. Ya I'm at Behavioural Studies class now which give me the chance to blog. Yea recently because of my PMS, have been showing attitude to Darling. Sheesh guilty now; especially after everytime he explained to me what is he trying to do when I'm always suspecting this and that. So sorry my Dear. Well but I guess you have to put up abit too uh. Heh Darling you need to go on diet already okay. You look like a figure 11 now. Hehehe!


Hellos Hellos . I tink i gonna help my sweet hearttie to post for the day . She seems kinda moodless , i tink because of her PMS . hoho~ JUS JOKING ;D 2 months of our RS seems to have jus pass so swiftly . We had been quarreling , playing , smiling . Everythg together . My sweet heart is still sleeping in her bed while i am in the lan shop working ;D My working time seems so unsual .. Alright back to work . Jia You my sweet heart in ur nursing Courseee ! MUACKS .






Our day 100509


Nothing much during the weekends. The only thing I know is that there's school tomorrow.


Omg what's this. Darling is making me work for him again. Screw the girl for being so careless and lost her handphone. We can't do anything about it too.


Hmm Darling. By the time you can read this post, it'll be 10 July already so I'll just post it now in case I can't post it tomorrow.

A very Happy 2 Monthsary. I want to tell you that I've found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt, I still can say that “I love you”. On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes. I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly trusting my partner and hated being alone just can't stop loving you while unwounded. There are many unchangeable things in this world. That's right. And the only fact of loving you is the truth unchangeable by anyone. I want to overcome the thousands of nights and show it to you how much I actually loves you. In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words so I smile, sing about the vividly passing memories in Do-Re-Mi.

For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in. A unique and precious love. The minutes without you turned into days and the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more and make each moment last. The times I spent with you were what made my heart complete. I knew one thing for sure, without you, my future was obsolete. And now, we love just the same as it doubles day by day. I stare deep into your precious eyes yet I'm still speechless to what I should say. With you, I'm in a whole new world. You bring out the best in me. It's hard to picture you not there, when you taught me who to be.

Yes, the road ahead gets hard when things may only seem rough. But because you and I try so much, we'll stay strong and get by tough. Though problems may lie ahead someday and either of us could be right; I promise to always be by your side and I promise my heart, so hold it tight. And so, each night, beside my bed when there's only bright stars to see; I pray that we may never give up, and will always remain you and me.


Cool. It's Thursday and tomorrow will be Friday! I love Fridays, I hate Mondays. Ok lame enough. Let's talk about my schedule for the rest of the week/future. Tomorrow school will end at 12pm and this gives me the chance to meet Darling again. Will not be meeting Darling on Sunday cuz will be out for shopping with Bri and other friends. I need a new bag seriously.

Anyway, helped Darling to check out at the Customer Services in school whether can he study first or must he go army first. Well, he have to go and request for a defer (but I think he'll be very lazy to do it). It's up to him but I'm hoping that he can study with me. I hate working life. Or maybe he can go army next year then I'll go out to work awhile after I've graduate. Then, we can go to the new CCK ITE and study. Sounds fine? Hehe.

Omg and school will be having a IT Fair next week! Class advisor says that lappy/com + broadband only cost $80-$100 for those who meet the financial criteria and of course I'm definitely eligible for it since both my parents not working currently. I'm gonna get one. Wait.


Happy Birthday to me (and it's just like any other normal days). Received birthday wishes now and then in the night and in school. I've got not much friends or probably because I got no life. Haha but who cares. Every year is always the same just that I celebrated it early this year.

Modules changed. Clinical Nursing and Behavioural Studies (Psychology). I love it alot.

PS: Darling's dad birthday today too :D


School is so tiring for me. At times I really wish to quit. I don't even feel like working after graduating. Or maybe don't wana be a nurse but a childcare teacher? Sheesh don't know, don't know, don't know la.

Sigh sigh sigh! I miss Darling very very very much. Maybe meeting him tomorrow cuz' I have to leave school early to go for my Hepatitis last jab then off to find him after that.

Darling do you know that I'm very afraid of losing you? Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true. My favourite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving. I love you with everything I am, and more than ever thought possible. You may not be here with me but thoughts of you are always in my heart. I miss you more and more each day and there is so much more I have to say. I miss you!


Ok currently in school pc lab now. Teacher is so stupid that she doesn't even know what are we doing. Anyway, She used to be our Class Advisor la. So damn bored in school today. Long long hours for Monay; 8am-6pm.

Yesterday went for 5.3km MILK Run. Ok I'm in the Top 10. In fact, 7 AG Girls got into Top 10.

First: Yvonne
Second: XinYi
Fourth: Jerlin
Seventh: Me
Eighth: Jovina
Ninth: Karen
Tenth: Linda

Sheesh I miss Darling! I don't wana studyyyyyyy!


Had my birthday celebration yesterday. I can say that it's much more fun than past few years. Hostel friends and some secondary friends came. Of course not missing my Darling. Kinda neglected him uh. So sorry my Darling. Hmm Darling stayed till 12am, watched VCD with me in my cosy bed then left. I'm really really very happy yesterday.

(Birthday(s) pictures can't be uploaded because I'm so clumsy today. I don't know what I do and the memory card is stucked in Darling's lappy and it can't be taken out unless we screw out the entire lappy. Went to West Coast Plaza for help but they say must send to service centre. So ok never mind, bought a new memory card for his brother's camera but too big! Went back to change it but they say can't. Gosh spent my money buying a new one. Sigh 50bucks gone from me just like that because of my clumsyness. Kill me.)

Darling had his CAPL Dota competition round 2 today while I waited for him at his place for JieYi's birthday celebration. Superb Darling. He made it to the 3rd round but lost. Heh nevermind Darling. Train harder next time okay :D Oh anyway I bought a coin container or whatever you guys call that for Darling. Decided to save $1 each everyday and spend it all during our 1 year anniversary. Hee so by that time should have $700 plus.

Tomorrow is 5km MILK Run. Old birds say AG Girls always beat others. Hehe so should be very easy I suppose.

• Heh I think I'll just order many many many pizzas, some finger foods and drinks from Pizza Hut will do. Rent many many DVDs and all squeeze on my bed for DVD Marathon.
• Stupid Darling showing off all his 50 dollars notes infront of me ._. Buying clothes with him later. and KFC after so long.
• Tonight 2 staffs will come to my place and see my living condition so that they can recommend back to MCYS am I ready for discharge ^^V
• Taking $100 tomorrow to treat Darling.

Oh I'm starting to miss my room mates and the kittens except for the kitten's shit smell. Afterall it has been more than a year since I've stayed with them. They're awesome people. At least I have someone to talk to, someone to laugh with when I'm bored compared to being at home. Now I don't know whether discharging is a good idea or not.

Darling have ogre-brains :D

Ok it's so last minute that I don't think that I can cater buffet on Friday for my birthday now. They say must be 1 week beforehand. I don't know what's the plan now. Any suggestions?

Birthday : O8O792

I have no problems to befriend with anybody & I have a lots of personality that make others hard to understand me. Like a chameleon, I always manage to suits myself with environment but I do suffer because I depend mostly in luck and mood.



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