Monday, May 11, 2009 8:21 PM

Have been meeting Darling everyday. Spent all my time at with him. Well he is much more better than Gary that is what I can conclude. He has been very sweet and nice all along. I dare not dream about lasting long this time. I don't want to fall so deeply again. I trust Darling but at the same time, I'm paranoid that history will repeat itself.