Eyeliner, mascara, foundation, blusher etc. These stuffs are 1 time in a 1000 year on my face which would be today. Hehe going to food festival with Darling (and maybe his parents) later. Darling is making breakfast now. I don't know why I'm very excited today. Hehehe!


Darling is having a bad headache and he's resting now. Darling was nearly angry with me last night because my mood was so down that it spoiled his mood too. But I guess his alright now. Bought a small heart shape cake from the bread shop just now for him. It's obvious that the taste would be sucky but I just want the heart shape. Hehe.

Actually I find that afternoon shift is quite fun if you find work to do yourself. The patient I like most asked me to be his God Daughter! Well obviously can't. (He have some social issues.) He kept on reminding me to give him my address and he'll go to my house with his wife one day to meet my parents. Haha so sweet but too bad he can't. His wife also bought dessert for me but it's wrong to accept patient's stuffs in hospital so I didn't took it. He say we must go to temple and pray then can 'legally' be God Parents and Daughter. Then say he have alot of money. He can buy me these and that. When I'm gonna get married, he'll be there for me. Haha cute la dey. Oh and pervertic patient got transfered to other wards because he have been very touchy to us.

Ayeee it's raining heavily now and everywhere is so dark. Going to Food Festival with Darling tomorrow. Wanted to go with Bri+Kevin, PeiShi+KarSeng but Darling don't want again. He says he don't like. Well what to do. Anti-social behaviour :x


Sigh Darling was supposed to send me back after work today but we only met awhile and boarded the bus alone in the end. I was only joking with him, telling him goodbye and he thought that I don't need him anymore. Argh why guys are so brainless! It's hard for me to get angry and so I'm more to disappointed. Sigh cuz' I thought Darlinng could read my mind. No point brooding over it I think. Forget it bah.


Rushed down from hospital after work to save Darling from his boredness and bought lunh for him. Ya and now he's neglecting me because of Dota while I'm sitting atthe counter working for him. That's so sad. Sigh never mind, since you always pamper me, never mind! Forgiven :x

Today's work was very fine, time passed damn fast. Patient being lied that he'll be discharged tomorrow by doctor, patient pulled out IV plug from hand which stained the whole bed with blood, pervertic patient and senile patient. All these makes my time passes real fast. Sigh tomorrow and Friday on afternoon shift. Long hours (to me mentally). Oh and first patient contacted with Swine Flu is currently at Tan Tock Seng Hospital CDC ward. Ok I hope and I pray that something will happen because I don't wana workkkkkkk!


Ok let me count, it's only the 16th day being with Darling, to be exact, 20th day but the feeling is like very very long. Hees .

Finally it reached 3pm again , time to find my darling again =x . I went over to the lan shop , and my darling was playing his dota .. dota dota ! i wan to learn! hahas. After awhile of waiting , darling and I went to esso to buy hotdog bun . and i ate most of the dog ;D . Hees . And we went to buy rojak and rice ! :D it was so delicioussssssss ~ After eating , we went to sleep for about 1 hour .. heh . It was a tiring day for mi ya .

Ok so obvious that the 2nd paragraph is not my typing. I don't know what to blog about so Darling do it for me. JieYi is a real monster.


Darling, we're stuck with each other. Don't worry I'll never ever leave you unless you do something which is not suppose to yea? I wana settle down with you, I wana have your kids and I wana grow old with you. So what if you're a gamer? I don't give a damn as long as we love each other! Darling I love you and that's all I really know.


Hmm I'm at lan now. Darling have to work so come and accompany him. He's lying on my hand now so I have difficulty typingggg! Yesterday watch Monster VS Alien, damn funny la. Went to eat dinner at Burger King then back to hostel after that. Was very very pissed yesterday. When we were about to enter the theatre, Gary called and all vulgarities came out, scolding me, saying that I told JiaMin that he smsed me. Wtf la. Still asked me not happy come and talk. Hahaha childish la. No wonder Bri's breast don't grow at all!

Oh my god and my dad called me halfway through the movie. Ya so he'll be coming over on the weekends to give allowance. Hope that this time the relationship between my parents and I can be better so I can introduce Darling to them. At least Darling is better off than someone else.

Today work was very fun. I love my patient alot alot! Old but cute. One of them are so afraid of pain that we haven even touch him, he wailed like nobody business! Recently, my motivation to go for work is because of that particular patient :D

Ayeee I also love my Darling alot ok! Was disturbing him in sms last night and he suddenly turned so serious. He says that he is very serious in all relationship especially now this relationship cuz he wana settle down fast. After NS, he'll plan for marriage. Build up a career first before we have our children. I like this. Darling have been pampering me every single day which makes me love him more and more. Everytime we met up, I'm so reluctant to leave him but no choice. Darling I love the way when you're serious, I love the way when you show your maturity. I love you for who you are and everything you are! I love youuuuuuuuuuuu :D

Okay time to eat. Darling to nagging at me!


In the morning .. my dear arrive at my hse nearby at around 9 :D . tgt both of us take care of JIE YI THAT LITTLE MONSTER . due to my tiredness today .. my temper wasn quite good .... but at least i did not show any attitude to winnie dear dear ... heh

After that , we went to watch MONSTER VS ALIEN . IT WAS SO FUNNY LURHH! Before that we had fishballs and blah blah blah ~ . After the show , we went to burger king . THE SPICY BURGER WAS MAKING MY STOMACH SYSTEM CRYIN FOR HELP . ITS SO HOT LURH .


HAHA . i am noob in spicy stuff =x .. anyway next week will be the food festival . lets enjoy ourself next week baby ! =)


Whoo Darling is snoring his way right now and Jieyi is just right beside me mumbling mumbling mumbling. Supposed to meet my friends up today but cancelled it in the end because almost all are not free. Kinda disappointed cuz I've been looking forward for it.

I hope Bri will be fine. Hello girl, that childish guy is not worth your love. How many times have this cycle repeated, aren't you bored of it? It's time to let go, let go. Maybe you can choose TJC hahahaha!

Yay movie later with Darling. Either Night in the Musuem 2 or Monster VS Alien.


Finally a rest day after a week of work. My heels are still aching. Went running with Papa at East Coast yesterday evening. I intended to tell him about Darling but before I can tell him anything about it, he already knows what I wana tell him! But at least Papa is ok with it :D

Darling is having his shower now. Stupid lappy have to reformat so all the pictures gone :( Met him in the morning and go market with him. Brought Jieyi to walk around, went to Cold Storage and bought bread and ham. Came home, Darling fried the egg. Hehehe Darling weakling la, got burnt by the oil. (He says that my hair is very messy and he is combing it now -.-) Oh Darling's drawing sucks to the core! (He scold me ccb!) Hehe he wrote a letter to me plus a emo drawing. Hahaha it says that ''I'm so happy till I vomitted blood." Made me laughed my ass off la.

Ok I think I'm kinda bored in blogging now. Update soon.


Hello Darlinggggg! I'm lying on my bed while you're in lan. Missing you like hell now. Hehehe posted this specially for you. Thank you for agreeing to go out with me and my friends on Sunday. I love you so much! You don't have to force yourself actually. You can just come and fetch me and have dinner together will do. I can see that you're giving in to me. Really thank you so much! I LOVE YOU :D


Darling promised me that he'll fetch me from work today but never. That was so sad. Hahahaha no la, not sad at all. He's just tired from a whole night of Dota. I cannot let him pamper me so much if not next time my expectation will be very high from him. Anyway, I GREW FATTER FROM THE DAY I KNEW HIM! He is feeding me like a pig la. Darling ate Terriyaki Fried Rice while I had Chicken Chop Fried Rice. I really need to stop eating. (Jieyi is sooooo cute!) Stupid Darling, taught her how to beat me.

Oh and Diana found herself a new Boyfriendddddd! So happy for her because 2 of our ex are kind of a bastard. So maybe meeting up with Diana, Ling, Ting and our Boyfriends on Sunday. But Darling anti-sociallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll! He say he don't want to go :(

Attachment is tiring but fun with those group of friends. I think I really need to contact my mother now. No bank book, no hospital pay.


Hehehe I'm loving Darling more and more each day. He knows how to appreciate me and he is always so sweet to me. He likes my ponytail/bun, he says I look nice in my mighty specs. He doesnt complain anything about me at all! Was sleeping last night and received his sms at 4am saying that he love me forever and stuffs. It's suppose to be a girl's job to take pictures, upload it into blog and those ROM paper lame thingy but it was Darling doing it. How sweet. Darling, I'm all about you, I'm all about us :D

I don't think Saturday we'll be going anywhere cuz' by the time my training ends, it'll be so so so late. So Darling says Sunday then go shopping. Maybe going for the Food Festival? Not confirm. Oh and I don't know why these few days I'm being s random, trying to find someone who have the same birthday as me, Darling suddenly sms me saying that his dad's birthday is the same as mine! Hehehe I think it'll give his pocket a hole.

Omg I'm feeling so bored right now, lying on my bed using Bri's E63 to blog. Darling is sleeping right now. How I wish I can be with him. I really can't wait tmr's work to end and wait for Darling to come and fetch me.

Went to Dian Xiao Er for dinner with Darling's parents and relatives just now. I find the foods ok but Darling says it sucks -. - Oh and Darling says no more Yum Cha. Plan change cuz he find that it's abit wasteful. HEHE but it's ok la. as long as he love me can already.


Hahaha that's so fucking lame. You sounded so pathetic when you sent those smses to me. Luckily I did not fall into your honey traps again. You're such a loser. '
'Sometimes I understand how you felt when I left you. I know it's too late to say all these now but I regretted. I realised that I need you more than her. I know you won't reply my smses but I just want to tell you that I love you. I don't mind if you patch with me now and play with my feelings even if you're with him. Every place in this house holds all the important memories to me blah blah blah.'' all these bullshits stuffs.
Balls to you lah. I just want to get my clothes back asap so I don't care whether you've packed already or not, once you booked in, I'll just go over and take it. If you wana pack it, thank you very much cuz it saves alot of my time. Anyway, I would not wana hold on to those lame memories cuz it's just 2 years of nothing. Goodbye!

Oh Happy Birthday to Ling too!

Hahahaha chatting with YuHang now. He's fucking bastard la. Keep making me laugh.


JieYi :D
Hehe everyone thought that I'm her mother when we're outside!



Darling :D





17 May 2009. Hehehe horny Darling is just beside me molesting me. Gaaaah so distracting. Woke up early in the morning just to accompany him to have breakfast with his daddy and Jieyi. Bought bubble teaaaaaa. Morning tried Passion Fruit Red Tea then just now we tried Banana Ice Blended. Taste okay la. Darling says he'll bring me out for Yum Cha next week! Teehee and he wana fetch me from work tomorrow with 2 buns on the hand I don't know why -.- He's always full of stupid theory. Oh and he needs to slim down so ya, I will be running with him every weekend. Hope he can move.






Okay the next paragraph is typed by Darling not me.







Wei Kiat x333 Winnie LIM . Married on ******!


It has been so long since I'm so happy like I am today. Darling sacrified his sleep to work in order to have money to bring me out, I'm so very touched by him!

Accompanied Darling to have his hair cut. Oh he look so much cuter in short hair. After that cabbed to Vivo City for Angles and Demons. It's kinda boring. I catched no balls at the start. Afterall it's just about science and God. After movie walked around searching for dinner. Finally settled ourselves at The Superdog. Darling loves eating hotdogs I don't know why -.- Well after dinner then shopped around again. Hahaha Darling says I'm a crazy girl cuz I laughs at every single little things.

Gaaah he said he will bring camera out today but he forgot! So no pictures for the day :(


Heh using Darling's lappy now. Going off for movie soon!


Kissing photos, sex photos, Vietnam Dear blah blah blah. I think I need to change my blogger password next time in case Darling anyhow post something in future. Laughs.

Darling did not go to school once again. Parents are boiling mad.





Hees 13.05.09 our first taken KISSSSSSSSSSSING ~ picture ;D So the next pic upload might be our first sex picture ? =x JUS JOKING ~!!!! ONLY WINNIE AND MI CAN HAVE IT =X but we very guai never do anythg hees ;D Dear ~ I. L . Y . HOPE OUR LOVE CAN LAST FOREVER. My dear had jus left my hse . ;D enjoy eating the noodles ok my vietnam DEAR ?! =X ok i shall blog till here =x love u lots lots lots lots x333333 muacks baby <33


Audition patch. I'm very very very bored right now.

Darling is mad about Dota.


Hmm Ling posted something for me so this is in return. Well very happy that you know what is happening in yourself. Good that you're changing. I never ever wanted to quarrel with you too so I always try my best to keep quiet. If others don't know how to appreciate you, it's okay. You know that you've did something wrong, admit it. But if others don't know how to accept/forgive it, leave it. You can be strong if you want to. What you're facing now is NOTHING at all. Remember, workng life will be much more difficult for you to handle. So take care :D

Ya Darling is sitting beside me playing Dota now and I feel very awkward whenever he turns around and see what am I typing. CAN YOU PLEASE LOOK AWAY?!

Teehee very happy that Darling updated my blog for me which I never expected it. Everyone are telling me that Gary is feeling guilty and he misses me. I think so too. He has been calling/smsing me asking about my life with my new Boyfriend. Ling says that because Gary always thought that I'll be waiting for him and patch with him but I think I should rephrase it to: Perhaps Gary didn't expect that I'll move on so fast and find a new Boyfriend. Haha I'm very happy with my life now. Darling says he'll accompany me to Gary's house this weekend to collect my stuffs.

Lastly, DO I LOOK LIKE A VIETNAM GIRL?! Darling's friend says I look like one! So I went around asking roomates and they agreed. Winnie, you look like some lost toot toot girl who has just got abused by your dad. Ya you look like some conservative girl who stays at home and do housework all day long. Okay I'm kinda affected because I've never seen how a Vietnam girl look like before! Not trying to boast but hostel people says Vietnam girls are tall and pretty. But I rather be called as malay I don't know why!

This picture is taken at my house today :D 12.05.09 . My dear look so pretty
as ever hahahas ! though she is a piggie ^o^ i helping my sweetheart to update her blog
since she is a lazyy piiggg <33333 i hope our love can be everlasting <3333 i am loving u more and more each day my dear . !! <333333 I . L .Y 3 words 8 letter . MUACKS .







Hmm currently at lan waiting for Jasmine to online Audition. Calls from Gary's mum have been increasing and everytime it's about the same thing.

Attended Covenant Church this morning. I don't know whether its God's calling or whatever cuz last night I randomly took Karen's bible and flip to a verse about Worship and today Pastor Christina gave a sermon about that particular verse! Omg ._.

Birthday : O8O792

I have no problems to befriend with anybody & I have a lots of personality that make others hard to understand me. Like a chameleon, I always manage to suits myself with environment but I do suffer because I depend mostly in luck and mood.



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